Update!

So first off; Pregnancy! I'm 10 weeks right now, and finally really getting over morning sickness. I'm nauseous sometimes still, but it's not nearly as bad as it was! I still don't really FEEL pregnant, probably because it still hasn't sunk in yet. He/she is the size of a kumquat, which is a little bigger than a quarter. My next appointment is at 12 weeks, so I just have to wait for that! I've kind of been thinking about some names, but I haven't talked to Wes about it or anything. It's so weird, because when I first found out I was totally resentful of it and angry and upset. I never thought I might actually be excited or feel love for the baby even though I still don't feel pregnant.
But anyway... For girls I like Isla, Cassidy, Laila, Colette, Cosette, Elena and Cara for girls and for boys I like Logan, Noah, Jacob, Raif/Rafe, Flynn and Ethan.

Second, I just registered for all my senior classes! I'm taking English IV (regular this time!), AP Government, AP Economics, AP Psychology, Sociology, an FFA class, photojournalism, Anatomy and Physiology (advanced class) and Precalculus! I'm actually kind of excited about everything! It took me a while to decide on it all, but I feel excited about them. :) The only thing is that I hope I have the baby a little early so I can miss less school. I don't want to have to petition for credit or drop classes to take credit recovery.

that's really all for now... Happy late Valentine's Day, ya'll! :)

I'm Engaged!

Last night, Wes took me with a blindfold on to this big field with a huge tree in it, and he'd gotten tons of mason jars and put lit candles in them and hung them from the tree! He took my blindfold off and as I was totally in awe and what he did, he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him! I seriously can't believe it, and I can't quit looking at my ring... It's so beautiful! I was so shocked, TOTALLY did not see that coming.
I can't picture myself married, haha. Honestly, before I got pregnant I never saw myself getting married until I was like, 30, if that.
I feel like such a lucky girl. Wes is seriously the best guy I have ever known. I feel so absolutely lucky to have him and that my baby will have him for a father. I know he'll always be there for us and I am so grateful for that! I seriously feel sooooooooo blessed right now!
It was seriously a total shock, though. I did NOT see it coming! I can't believe I'm 16, engaged and pregnant... Never saw that coming! But even though I was really scared at first and didn't want to do this, I'm feeling a lot better now. Before, I was so set on getting away from my family and going away to college with Wes. When I found out I was pregnant, I was completely devestated that it wouldn't happen. But now, I'm feeling more optimistic and like this future as a young mom and young wife won't actually be so bad. It all feels like it's coming together now! I feel a lot happier than I did at first, and I honestly would never have felt that way without Wes.